Chef, do you have any kind of belief in life after death, any religious affiliation at all?

If you do, than blame god for treating you like crap all these years, and devote your life of pain to satan worship just to pizz god off.

If you don't then it would be real stupid to kill yourself, eh? Between pain and nothing, at least pain is Something. And you can still catch an occaisional sunrise or snowfall even if your back aches like a b1tch and the meds make you sick.

Don't pizz your life away man.

SUICIDE = TeH POINTLESSS!!!!!!!11111111

suicide is ghey!